Numb


The gray clouds started to cover up the sky, the rain was going to start falling. Neverthless I was there, standing up front as if never had happened. As if people were as nice as they seem. I raised my head and saw them coming, I was not afraid, not anymore... If something I have learned in all these years, all these treasons. Is never to give up, after all them, there will come others... and even for them I'll be ready. They stood up front, I did nothing but smile.
They started once and for all. They hited me, hited me like they never would, they never could. Some of them hited me twice, others just once... The real point is that they were trying to hurt me... Sadly for them, they didn't did a thing.
Trust is something that you need to win, you can't spect the world to trust you... or you to trust the world. But you did, you messed up once again.
But the real point is... That it hurts, yeah as hell... But I cannot longer feel the pain. Just wacth there pathetic looks, wishing you fall down. Specting you come and beg for there pardon. But no, I won't happen, like I said. Not Anymore. I've just become... So Cold, so Numb.

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o.o bueno eso tiene su historia completa xD pero si no lo scribia aki se me iba a ir el pex q tengo q scribir todo el cuento completo... ii sientoq ste en ingles O.o pero no se como se traduce numb xD


xoxo ciao

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